oh crap...

I accidentally deleted my iphoto library.

Which means I have no pictures. Anywhere.
They are gone.

I am running a program that is supposed to find deleted files and offer me the option of restoring them. I am PRAYING TO GOD that it works. I cannot live without all my pictures. I would cry.

On a different note, I have had heartburn for about a month which means: hairy baby!! lol.

Oop..gotta go, baby is up!

Before I forget...

Baby #2 Update:
I first felt (him/her) kick in the beginning of September. I really felt (him/her) kick yesterday :D I'm writing this down so that I can put it in (his/her) baby book. I'm trying to keep up and be accurate in Colt's baby book and I def. want to keep it up with baby #2.

Success!

I've been having a hard time trying to get Colt to eat baby food. If I catch him at the right moment, he'll polish off a jar no problem; but if he's really hungry, sleepy, not hungry or doesn't like the flavor then it's impossible. He's not used to eating without sucking on something so it'll take some time to get him off the bottle. But I found today that if I give him his own baby spoon to suck on then I can sneak bites in and he'll eat at least half a jar. :D

Heart broken

I love my son so much, it breaks my heart.
He's sitting in his swing right next to me, with a big grin on his face, big blues eyes sparkling, breaking my heart. Babbling while he plays with his pacifier, watching "Grey's Anatomy", and drooling all over the place.
I love watching him scoot and crawl around, it makes me proud to see him pull himself up like a big boy and walk along the couch. He makes me laugh with his funny faces as he sucks on his lower lip, looking over the side of the recliner at me. I laugh with him when I'm tickling his belly, tossing his in the air, or when we play peek-a-boo.
It hurts me when he falls and hits his head, that sad painful cry of his. I yell with him when he starts yelling for no reason, the two of us making a whole lot of racket together.

I love how that kid breaks my heart. <3

*gag*

For the first time, since getting pregnant and including my pregnancy with Baby C, I threw up today.

Not that exciting but it is something different. I have been feeling sick more often during this pregnancy which leads me to believe this baby could be a girl. :-D With Baby C, I basically had no symptoms of pregnancy at all. You could never tell I was pregnant before until my belly started growing.

So cross your fingers !! And pray for a little Charlotte Mae :-D

Shrimp

I had my first doctor's appt. yesterday for baby #2. Everything looked nice and healthy and I wasn't as far along as I thought, but still over 2 months. The baby is a big as a medium sized shrimp, the eyes are developed but not open and the hearing system is developed so the baby can hear me. Today I am 10 weeks along which, get this, puts my due date 4 days after Baby C's birthday! They will be almost to the day, a year apart. Crazy!



I have my first wedding client :-) She is Rachel's niece and I've met her before but it's still a wedding. She's getting married in Myrtle Beach so she only needs me as a consultant. At least I will get some experience and have someone to finally write a review of me. I was hoping this would help jump start my wedding planning career but now that I've found out I'm pregnant, it will have to put on hold a little longer. Again.

I found a new website I am in love with. "Pioneer Woman"..a rancher's wife who has 4 kids, homeschools,  writes, has a cookbook out, is writing a book about how she met her husband, and is a photographer. She is amazing. Hopefully, after I finish this photography class I can start a more successful blog and become a better writer. I was a good writer in college, when I had to be.

I need something constructive to do with my days...when Baby C is asleep, besides watching TV and checking my Facebook every 30 minutes. I don't really have a lot to write about...so a blog really isn't a good idea. I don't like not having a set schedule of work, class, home...things like that. I miss the busy life I used to have. This blog is here for me to vent really...get thoughts out of my head and onto "paper".

Right now though, its Lost with the hubby. The hubby who keeps dozing off...