left out

The more and more I surf Facebook, the more I want to crawl in a hole. I feel so left out with everyone posting things about graduating, and classes, and parties. I wish I were in that group still. I miss college, I miss being able to go out and hanging with friends, I miss going to class! After I met Hubby, I started life early. Other people are starting their careers while I am starting a family. They were sophmores when I got married. They are worried about exams, I am worried about whether or not out insurance is ever going to add the baby. They worry about making it to class on time...I worry if we are going to make it to payday. They have bar tabs, I have car payments. They buy fancy new phones, I buy diapers and formula.

I wouldn't trade what I have for anything...sometimes I just wish I would have waited.

1 comment:

Kathleen said...

I understand but I'm one of those people who is sooooooo excited to find someone who loves me and wants to have babies with me!! hahaa I can't wait to have a family. I find myself wishing I had had the opportunity to start SOONER... seriously. :) :) though I guess I'm happy to have finished college and all that, too.

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