All I want for christmas...

Just because I don't believe in this holiday doesn't mean I want to be by myself.
Hubby has to work, like he did last year, and I miss him terribly. It makes it more depressing thinking that, pretty much, the entire world is celebrating with their family and I'm all alone.
I appreciate the "spirit of the holidays", I enjoy the family time that comes from it, and I understand the love that comes from sharing with loved ones.
But is sure does suck when you don't have anyone to share with...